I really wish I had started blogging at the beginning of the year, so I can at least attempt to remember all the crazy shit that has happened .. at least for myself later on, so I can keep track of things. Oh well, better late than never.
The end of the school year has come, and for the first time in my life (at least as far as I can remember), I actually didn't want the end to come. This has definitely been the best year of my life. My marks definitely suffered, especially in first term, but that's to be expected in first year. I am going to miss everybody so much. It was SO strange going back home, and not being able to walk outside my room at 5 AM on Tuesday and have all my friends still awake and drunk in the common room watching softcore porn on Showcase, the Discovery Channel, Sportsnet, or UFC .. haha. I guess that's what happens when pretty much all your neighbours are guys. My side of the floor was a sausagefest, now that I really think about it. I was surrounded by guys. There were maybe 4 other girls that came to hang out but it was mostly just all guys. I'm glad .. there was no drama this year.
Anyway, after my last exam, the majority of people were done (except the engineering students, or anybody with a political science exam) so we just got hammered. Then we went into the forest for a bonfire. Just as the cops were about to bust the bonfire, me and a friend decided to drunkenly wander off into the forest, and conveniently missed the cops .. lucky, haha. It was a pretty good night, I guess, nothing that exciting, just extreme drunkenness, drunken soccer, and a random mission for pizza.
I was really sad since I thought my chances with the two guys I have a huge crush on were over, now that the year has ended. But whatever, they'll be visiting Hamilton now and then in the summer for parties, so at least I'll see them then. Their house is going to be close to my house next year, so whatever. It's just awkward since the two guys I like are cousins, AND they were roommates this year .. AND they were my neighbours. It was just so freaking ludicrous. And now that I think about it, half the reason why I broke up with my boyfriend (of 2 years!) was because of them .. but I can't ever tell anybody I know that, haha.
I'm back in my hometown for now, and while it was great seeing my friends again, and to not constantly stress over schoolwork and exams, my dad is starting to drive me fucking apeshit. But whatever, I'm moving into my house tomorrow .. it seems so freaking soon .. it's going to suck though, since we won't have internet until May 5 or 6. Fuck. I hope we at least have power, or that is going to be BALLS .. And moving is such a pain in the ass! There aren't any moving vans available for that day so we're just going to try to cram a mattress into my dad's car. Screw a table, I think my table will consist of two filing cabinets and a plank of wood on top. This will be a fun introduction to the world of crappy student housing.
I got most of my marks back. I did a lot better than I expected in Chemistry and Biology, I ended up with an A- in both. In Stats and Environmental Science, I got an A. I hope I end up with an A+ in Psych. Either way, there is no way I can pull my average up high enough to keep my scholarship, which really fucking sucks. I BOMBED first term .. I worked as hard as I could, but I just wasn't used to university yet, or the method of testing. There is no way I can make up for that nasty D- I got in Physics. It sucks .. I went from a 97% in Grade 12 Physics to a freaking BARE PASS in first year Physics. Fuck. They say that your marks drop like crazy in first year, especially if you are a Science or Engineering student (not so much for Humanities or Social Science) but .. holy fuck I really didn't expect to drop so much.
Oh well, I had a freaking awesome time. You only live through first year university ONCE, and I have no regrets.